dave c wrote:I don't really want to get very deep into this because of a time element, but a thought has occurred to me (and it's about time). I love my wife and I have known her for 20 years. I don't question that love, either from her standpoint or my own. Our commitment to our relationship is a done deal until death do us part. I do (we do) continually adjust our thinking about each other and our dealing with each other as we learn more about the other and as we pass through various changes/situations.
For me, it is much the same in my relationship with Jesus Christ and His Word. I don't question the foundation of that relationship, but I am continually open to change in my perspective and application. I'm not in love with faith, or religion, or concepts, or interpretations. I'm in love with a person--a perfect person.
That said, it is my experience that God loves to be asked questions of all sorts. That's a lot of the fun of studying and meditating and praying.
Yep. I found the thing I needed to do was separate my faith and relationship with Jesus Himself from a lot of the things I had been taught or read in books about Him. I needed that because it became obvious to me that folks I had trusted to teach me about Jesus and the reality of a life of faith in Him had little more idea what they were talking about *on a lot of issues than I did. For example, they taught that healing was the children's bread, but they didn't know why brother so & so died of brain cancer at 28, leaving a wife and two small children without a father or husband to provide for them, when healing is the "children's bread" and he was one of God's children. Without going into a lot of detail, I began an ongoing process of sorting through stuff I had been taught to believe, trying to find out why they were or weren't scriptural. A lot of the stuff I've found so far was from scripture taken out of context, and made to mean something they were never meant to say in order to support a teaching. Sometimes it was a teaching that was in fact biblical, but the scripture being used as a foundation for it didn't really support it.
As have gone through a lot of this stuff, I have had to come back around to admitting there are things that have happened to me that I can't deny were of God, but have no real explanation within scripture. And that doesn't bother me; if I understood everything that has happened to me in the Presence of God, there wouldn't be a need for faith. And if I understood God Himself well enough to explain ever thing He does, He wouldn't be God. God is infinite, or He is not God, and my mind is extremely finite and limited. So, there is no hope of me understanding Him in more than a cursory way, in the limited way humans are capable of knowing Him. I can let things go that I can't explain, and hopefully, I won't manufacture ways to explain things I see that have no humanly understandable explanation. I hope even more that I will recognize such attempts by others when I see them.