do you hear me?
Posted: February 19th, 2009, 2:29 pm
Today is one of them days, where nothing is going right.
I sit here and wonder Lord are you hearing anything I am praying for?
Joseph is still not feeling good, he is doing better, not 100%.
I would love to go one week, with no DR appt, with no phones calls to the dr.
The dr called me Yesterday to tell me we need to re do blood work, the last set his leavels are all off, and wanted to do a 2 test to see if anything has changed in 4 weeks. So In 2 weeks we go back for a 2 test.
Maybe it wrong to ask God do you hear me at all, I am so tired from going here and there. So tried of sitting in an dr office 1-3 times a week, not to mention these medical bills that are pilling up.
I thought about not paying my thithes to get caught up on bills, but I know that would not help in the long run. So that has been moved out of my mind.
It like a mind game, I think of all the good that is going on Joseph is not in pain all the time like he used to be.
The pain meds we are on now is working and has helped so much.
I know the Lord is with me every day,this mom is just so tired of all this.
I need the feeling of it going to be ok, tears.. i just do not feel that today..
I sit here and wonder Lord are you hearing anything I am praying for?
Joseph is still not feeling good, he is doing better, not 100%.
I would love to go one week, with no DR appt, with no phones calls to the dr.
The dr called me Yesterday to tell me we need to re do blood work, the last set his leavels are all off, and wanted to do a 2 test to see if anything has changed in 4 weeks. So In 2 weeks we go back for a 2 test.
Maybe it wrong to ask God do you hear me at all, I am so tired from going here and there. So tried of sitting in an dr office 1-3 times a week, not to mention these medical bills that are pilling up.
I thought about not paying my thithes to get caught up on bills, but I know that would not help in the long run. So that has been moved out of my mind.
It like a mind game, I think of all the good that is going on Joseph is not in pain all the time like he used to be.
The pain meds we are on now is working and has helped so much.
I know the Lord is with me every day,this mom is just so tired of all this.
I need the feeling of it going to be ok, tears.. i just do not feel that today..