It is interesting that at a bit of introspection I find that I am a creature of the flesh, and not a very “spiritual” person. I seem to be a slave to sin, bound and enfolded in it’s grasp. I don’t even understand my own actions at times, just plain bewildered at times.
Many times, I do not accomplish what I want (no matter the “spiritual connotation”), but I do the very thing that I don’t want to do, and disdain. And when I do the things that I really don’t want to do, and accomplish what I didn’t intend, it seems that I become more enslaved to them. Does that make sense?
So I find it to be a law (for me) that when I want to do what is right and good, evil is ever present with me and I seem to be subject to its insistent demands! Aughggh. I endorse, delight, learn and enjoy the word of God (“Bible”) now that I have a new nature (“Born again Christian”).
However, I discover that in my daily appetites and wants, a different law (for me). There is a “war” against the law of my mind and it tries to make me a prisoner to that law of sin that seems to so easily overtake me.
Who will release and deliver me from these laws that I don’t want to have anything to do with? Thank God, He is and does, through Jesus Christ the one that I proclaim as Lord in my life and family!
So, though I find that I seem to serve these wants and desires that I don’t want to do, it is these very wants and desires that have been and continue to change within my being. The desires, I find, are switching from being self-destructive and negative (as far as God is concerned in relationship with me) to a desire and want that leads me ever closer to that creator and God that loves me so personally.
It becomes available to me, then, that the things I do that I don’t want to do become fewer (even though I sometimes participate and seem to be enslaved by them at the time), because the things I don’t want to do are being replaced with things I want to do more than the things I don’t want to do.

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